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( LaLa )

[20 Jun 2005|10:35pm]
long time since ive updated hmm nothing really been going on just the last week of school finals and all. only 2 days left getting out at 915 on both days which isnt bad and im moving 2morrow woo hoo finally =). hmm dunno what else to say but heres a survery i got from ms. christina =)


THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my fngers
2. my eyes
3. my hair

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my height
2. my feet
3. my waist

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1.italin
2. french
3. portuege

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. heights
2. showering when noones home
3. sharks

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. ryan
2. make up
3. food

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. pj pants
2. t-shirt
3. socks

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS: (at the moment..)
1. black eyed peas
2. kelly clarkson
3. carrie underwood

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. incomplete- backstreet boys
2. we belong together- mariah carey
3. behind these hazle eyes- kelly clarkson

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. TRUST
2. love
3. friendship

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. I love someone
2. My brother is sitting right next to me
3. last day of school wensday

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1. eyes
2. body
3. teeth(smile)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. sleeping
2. laughing
3. eating

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. shower
2. sleep
3. lay down with ryan

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. lawyer
2. teacher
3. recptionst

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. cali
2. cancun
3. bahamas

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. erin
2. anne
3. nathan

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. get married
2. haev kids
3. touch the clouds

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. burping
2. id admit it if i thought a girl was hot
3. or if she has a nice ass

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK:
1. i love flip flops
2. im in love with a boy
3. makeup/hair

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY
2. Jesse Mccartney
3. sean willam scott

(3 Makes Me Wanna | LaLa )

[23 Apr 2005|05:34am]
its been awhile hmmm lets seeee this week was spring vacation what a good weeek for it the weather was so nice and warm my kinda weather =). this whole week ive been with ryan everyday after baseball hed pick me up wed go back to his house and hang out some of the nights we went to cherry hill and meolas for icecream and then went to fallbrook to swing on the swings so much fun doing that i havent done that in so long its so nice to just go swing on swings at night when the weathers still so warm and just have funnn ryan pushed me =) i pushed him we ate are icecream and had a really good time. then we went to see amittyville horror wow what a goooood movie scary to id b able to watch that over and over again maybe it wont b so scary the 2nd time around cause i know wen everything happens but it will still b very very good. then other days when we went to his house we just relax watch movies , id make him watch my soap with me then id watch him play socom and mvp and all that stuff. this weeek was so good a whole weeek of just being with ryan u wud think spending everyday with eachother id get sick of him well not even close i love that kid =) we have so much fun 2gether and yesterday was are 6 months awww its beeen goood. today work till 2 then with ryan again most likely woo hoo then one more day then bak to school awwww man well im gonna get going ill update sooon ttyl byebye.

<33 ashleigh

(2 Makes Me Wanna | LaLa )

[20 Mar 2005|02:46pm]
this past week nothing big. my birthday was wensday got my permit and was with ryan and wat not sad part is it didnt feel like my birthdya idk i just htought it wud of beeen different like dont get me wrong is was good but i picutred it better cause sweet 16 and all. then this week ryan was over friday then saturday worked then went to ryans and we were going to go out to eat for his moms birthday but we decided to come here hung out walked to honey farms with amanda and tiff orderded pizza watched the excorist then he left like 10 and 2day went to the mall got tons new earings hoops, studs, dangles and got my third whole peirced and drove alot. and this week only 3 days of school thank god 4 day weekend =) well im going to go il update whenever

i love you ryan

<33 ash

( LaLa )

[14 Mar 2005|08:42pm]
had such a wonderful day <33

(2 Makes Me Wanna | LaLa )

[13 Mar 2005|06:46pm]
well this weekend pretty much sucked but today was ok i guess. i went to my grandmother with the family for my birthday dinnner. it was fun but it wudda been funner if ryan went but he cudnt make it this time maybe next time. hmm lets seee we got there about 3 aqnd of ocurse were the last ones there like always but o well i walk in to see sweet 16 ballons and banner up and aww it was so cute. we talked and we ate then we played cherads lol it was quit funny my cousin aaron and my dad were so hilariouos esp my dad then after that i opened the gifts =) i got lots of money which im putting that in my bank account to save up for my car and one gift i opened from my gram was a scarpbook it was so sweet of her i wud never of thought to do that. it has stickers on the side that says 0-16 and has tons of baby pics then pics of each yr of me and my family i love it its the sweetest gift ever and a card i got so cute and funny and as i was saying thank you after reading a card it had a check in there and im so use to my aunt kelly giving me the checks i thanked her and shes like thats not from me omg i felt so bad i thanked the wrong person everyone laughed at me =( but then after gifts we did cake i made a wish and blew out all the candles in one shot first time thats ever happened then after that we just migled then everyone left about 6 or little after and now here i am. and lets see this week my birthdays wensdya so i have school then getting my permit and hopefully with ryan then this weekend i think im still going out to eat with ryan and his family which should be a good time well im gonan go study ill update wenever

i lvoe you ryan

<33 ash

(1 Makes Me Wanna | LaLa )

[11 Mar 2005|07:50pm]
hmm lets seee...its friday so thats a plus no school for 2 days which gets me excited get to sleep in and wat not. this weekened should be good the weekend b4 my bday woo hoo im pumped. saturday i have work till 2 then if the weathers not to bad my grams taking me to the sheraton for the night to go swimming and alll that good stuff but if the weathers to bad then were not going to go =( but then again thats a plus cause i cud be with ryan maybe? then sunday im having a family bday dinner thing at my grams and tiffanys going and im taking ryan to he gets to b with me and meet some of the family i cant wait for this i been looking foward to it for the past month. then friday ryans parents are taking me and his mom out for dinner at soem king philips restuartn i think since im the 16th and his moms bday is the 17th so were doing that on friday. that should be funn my mom told me that king philips is a neat place and id liek it good food to so this weekend and week should be a good one i cant wait !! =) well im going to get going for now ill update about the weekend and all that stuff wen its overrr


had to steal this from rach =)...

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:ashleigh
Birthday:march 16
Birthplace:leominster
Current Location:leominster
Eye Color:brown
Hair Color:brown
Height:uhh 5'4 ish
Right Handed or Left Handed:rightyy
Your Heritage:french
The Shoes You Wore Today:reebox
Your Weakness:letting ppl walk all over me
Your Fears:needles and sharks
Your Perfect Pizza:stuffed crust
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:idk
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:u know
Thoughts First Waking Up:another long day
Your Best Physical Feature:idk
Your Bedtime:dont have one
Your Most Missed Memory:loon summer of '03
Pepsi or Coke:neither
MacDonalds or Burger King:bk
Single or Group Dates:single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:chocalte
Cappuccino or Coffee:coffee
Do you Smoke:no
Do you Swear:yes
Do you Sing:yes but i suck
Do you Shower Daily:yes
Have you Been in Love:yes
Do you want to go to College:yes
Do you want to get Married:yes
Do you belive in yourself:sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness:no
Do you think you are Attractive:ehhh sometimes
Are you a Health Freak:no
Do you get along with your Parents:most the time
Do you like Thunderstorms:love them
Do you play an Instrument:no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:no
In the past month have you Smoked:no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:no
In the past month have you been on Stage:no
In the past month have you been Dumped:uhhh
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:no
Ever been Drunk:yes
Ever been called a Tease:yes
Ever been Beaten up:my sister
Ever Shoplifted:no
How do you want to Die:sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:umm teahcer maybe?
What country would you most like to Visit:any place but here
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:blue
Favourite Hair Color:brown
Short or Long Hair:both
Height:tall then me
Weight:idk
Best Clothing Style:w/e
Number of Drugs I have taken:none
Number of CDs I own:uhh 25-30
Number of Piercings:6 for now
Number of Tattoos:0 bu im getting one
Number of things in my Past I Regret:3

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

(2 Makes Me Wanna | LaLa )

[04 Mar 2005|05:37pm]
TGIF!!! finally friday idk why but this week went by so slow and i cudnt wait till this weekend i need to like sleep and just relax i feel so tired and what not. this week had school hung out with ryan soem of the days and now its weekend were im hoping to hang out with him sometime this weekend have a good time and wat not. well lets see drivers ed called me and they have classes march 28- april 14th but now my dad wants me to do it threw Mikes so im gonan do it there from may 2- june 2 mondays wensdays and fridays from 6-8 which isnt that bad a month of it yes but only couple hours a night. i was hoping to take it b4 i go get my permit so i wud know most of the stuff but seeing as i get my permit in like 2 weeks lookd like that wont b happening but o well im pumped for my birthday this yr sweet 16 cant wait! i have a family diner for it next sunday with like the whole family tiffany might b going and ryan as well he can finally meet people like ive been wanitng him to for awhile im sure they will like him =) then the day b4 my gram says after work she has a surprise for me so i kinda want to know wat that is about. then ryan gets his license the 22nd woo hoo i dont care wat he says he is driving me around =) well 2morw have work till 2 then maybe something with ryan i kinda want to go to the movies or do something wit him idk yet ill see if he wants to. im going to go finish watching gilmore girls ill update wenever ttyl

<33 ashleigh

(2 Makes Me Wanna | LaLa )

[26 Feb 2005|08:45am]
heyyy welll this weeks vacation has gone by so fast its already saturday only a day left b4 we go back to school wat joy =(. spent alot of time with ryan this weeek which is goood and once he gets his license i can see him everydayy or almot everyday woo hooo. went to the mall with ryan and his freind chris last night b4 they went off snowboarding from 10 pm to 8am i know thats 10 hours way to muh for me i wudda been dead at liek 3 in the morning. but hey long as he had a godo time its all good. and today work till 2 then going to the movies with ryan idk wat were seeing yet tho i kinda wanan see cursed but we'll see wat he wants to seee. im thinking bout going to get the britney spears greatest hits cd jsut so i can listen to that one new song she has out =). well im gonnna go ill update wenever ttyl

<33 ash

(1 Makes Me Wanna | LaLa )

[19 Feb 2005|09:28am]
this weeks over finally. had some good days and then again had a couple bad. im just hoping those days that were bad r over with and we can move on day by day talking and seeing eachother and grow closer once again and b jsut like b4 =). yesterday friday the last day of school b4 vacation we did absoultley nothing in art we jsut sat there in geomentry lsitened to music chemistry watched snl and then spanish had a quiz then went to lunch where had lunch with my love then he came back to spanish with me =) he was scared to go in but he came in sat down and hamlett didnt even notice and wen she did she let him stay and even asked him if he wanted to color but he was already man i love that teacher shes one of the nicest ones so we colored dora the explore then he got dismeed at like 12:15 then went to 5th per then got called down for teh carnival i gottta admit it was way better then last yrs more funnier. then 2:15 came and it was time to start vacation wooo hooo. brought joanna home then went to pick up ryan he came over for the night had good time. relaxed took couple naps walked to honeyfarms then my parents left so we were at home with amanda and tiff had good time fell asleep again then his mom came to get him at like 10. i want to do that everyday if i cud =). right now at work till 2 then going home to sleep ive been tired lately i think its cause my cold i got ewww all nexxt week VACATION!! then wen we go back to school only 2 weeks till my birthday woo hooo sweet 16 =). well im going to get going ill update wenever

<33ash

( LaLa )

[14 Feb 2005|08:36pm]
todays valentines day and also marinas birthday. aww well today was a good valentines went to school unfortunatley then came back to my house with ryan had a good time. hung out like we noramlly do exhanged eachothers gifts he gave me a pretty baracelt with a silver dangley heart on it which he didnt think i wud like but i sure do like it =) its pretty then after we exchanged gifts we just had a good time cuddled all that good stuff then he left at like 8 =(. and were already talking about my birthday plans and everything man i love this kid =). well im off ill update sooon. ttyl

HAPYY VALENTINES DAY!!!

Happy birthday marina

i love you ryan

<33 ash

(1 Makes Me Wanna | LaLa )

[12 Feb 2005|11:40pm]
this weekk not to bad. had school of course we got report cards not to so good but o well ill manage then friday got a 1 hr delay which i guess is better then nothign wen everyone else got 2 but hey w/e. hung out with ryan few days this week then today had work till 2 came hoem and slept the whole day. wasnt my day today but hey it happens. mondays valentines day aww woo hoo i cant wait just spending it with someone i love is more than i cud ever ask for love is what makes valentines day =) so one more week of school then febuary vacation thank god i need one ill update wenever ttyl


<33 ashleigh

( LaLa )

[05 Feb 2005|10:45pm]
this week went by sooooo slow only good day was friday we got a 2 hr delay not bad its better then nothing. lets see this week i was with my love for most of it woo hoo. thursday went to the basektball game had a great time watched some the game, went outside in the snow, then hang out wen he talked to his fitchburg buddies. friday another great night went to the movies saw boggeyman and just had a great time. and 2day worked till 2 went to ryans then we went to cvs and blockbuster then came to my house and had the awesomest night ever i love that kid soo much and 2mororw goonna be another great day superbowl sunday and imm haninging out with ryan again wooohooo i cant wait. well im gonna go get ready for bed and stuff ill update wenever


i love you ryan

<33 ash

( LaLa )

[29 Jan 2005|08:16am]
this whole week was decent i guess we had 2 snow day whch was good but midterms which suck so bad. im doing so bad but o well wat can ya do ill jsut do better for next term and on finals and all that. yesterday had half day because my midterms so my mom picked me and ryan up from school and went to my house for the day =). we were together for like oveer 9 hrs and it felt like 2 hrs it went by so quick =(. but i had a good time just being with him like always it never gets old i wish i could do it everyday =). aww man jsut talking about him gets me so happy i lvoe that kid so much its un real i love being with him talking to him about everything i never had that before and im so glad i do now i wudnt trade itin for the world. im hoping we can hang out again this weekend or least during the weeeek =). well i think im just gonna go for now and do watever im at work till 2 and yeah theres nothing to do its sooooooo boring ttyl.


every giirl wants to find the one*
she can be herself in front of
the [ one ] that she can say nething to
the one she can laugh * smile and`
cry with she can lay with & she
can fight with, and at the end of the
night [( he`s still crazy about her)]

^^ ryan i love you

<33 ash

(2 Makes Me Wanna | LaLa )

[24 Jan 2005|10:39am]
well last night was another perfect night with my wonderful boyfreind =). well he came over about 3 and we hang out liek always watched the forgotten and then the pats game which of course we won now onto the superbowl. then i gave him a bear hugg and he wanted me to make the noise so i did and we jsut sat in my room listenign to me make animal noises man i thought they were decent but then again they werent but idk that was so funn jsut being with him enjoying hanging out and laughing i love it everything i can ask for. hes the best bf ever and i never want to lose him =) 2day no school woo hooooooo puts off a day for r midterms which is a good thing and 2day i get to rest and maybe study for histroy idk yet and have a relaxing day thinking of my wonderful boyfreidn wen hes off having fun at the mountian with all this snow i bet he wil have a good time =) well im off shower time then time to eat ttyl !

i love you ryan

<33 ash

( LaLa )

[21 Jan 2005|10:46pm]
tonight was just perfect =) well today went to school which was sucky adn boring then ryan came over for the night and i had a terrific time with him as always. we hang out for a bit played some poker and cut with my sister and tiffany then my mom and dad rented some movies so we watched celluar which is pretty good movie so i think. then wen that was done we watched some more tv of course hope and faith funny funny show and jsut layed there and rested for the day i love doing that with him wen im with him theres no where else i wud rather be =) its jsut so great having someone like him i wudnt change it for the world. well 2morw got work 8-2 eww and snow 2morw woo hoo 12 inches thats a foot now thats wat i call snow . ttyl

i love you ryan

<33 ashleigh

(1 Makes Me Wanna | LaLa )

[17 Jan 2005|12:03am]
well this weeekend was good still have one more day off to woo hoo =) yesterday worked and relaxed and hang out all that good stuff then today was a very good day i got to hang out with my love for liek the whole night which i loved and i didnt want it to have to end =( i was so mad wen he left but then again im tlaking to him now which is very good =). man do i love this kid hes the best thign thats happened to me liek the feeling of having him man its the bestttt. well im gonna go get soem food and finish talking to my lover while he plays his socom of course

i love you ryan

<33 ash

( LaLa )

[16 Jan 2005|12:23am]
RYAN I LOVE YOU and we will get threw all this and back to wat it was liek b4 =)

I love youuu ryan dont ever forget that

( LaLa )

[14 Jan 2005|05:33pm]
this week was like the longest week yet just because we all know we have a 3 day weekend ahead of us and cant wait and that wat makes it go by so slow but its finally friday woo hoo =). hung out with ryan this week finally gave him his xmas gift that he didnt want to take b4 but i put it in his bag for him but i hate shopping for guys cause its hard for me i dont know wat to get them liek ever but o well maybe ill get better at it =) school been so dramatic this week so much crap went down with like everyone and it annoys the hell outta me but thats high school for ya. and me and ryan arent doing good at all today =( i said sry and everythign but yet hes still mad at me and i dont know wat to do he doesnt even care and idk hes giving off the vibe leave me alone i dont care anymore about u or anything i cud b wrong but just for today thats wat im feeling and i dont want to feel it if i knew wat to do i wud but all i know is to say sry idk wat else wud work =(. i mean fighting adn being mad at one another doesnt help a realationship i mean ok fights here adn there but fights only lead to break ups and i know that from experienfce and i really dont want to go threw it all again ill just kepe sayign sry and all that hopefully he will let it go and let it go back to wat is was b4 but well see. yepp 2day had an ortho appt got my braces color changed there prettty thats onyl good thing about braces all them pretty colors =) well 2morw i got work 8-2 eww but im gonan get going ill update wenever ttyl

i love you ryan and im sry

<33 ashleigh

(2 Makes Me Wanna | LaLa )

[09 Jan 2005|09:02pm]
sundays suck all cause it means back to school 2morrow =( which suckss getting up early and just sitting there bored outta ur mind like eww. well today was pretty good got up earlyyyyyy cause the effin phone rings at 10 in the morning yea way to be then got dressed and stuff adn went to cvs then blockbuster to rents some movies were i saw mrs legere there aww =) its good that shes doing better then i came home and showered put my pjs back on and ryan came over for the day and we jsut hang out and watched the movies jsut a relaxing sunday aftrenoon with the love of my life which may i add i enjoyedd every second of it =)this weeekkkk school and then 3 day weekend woo hooo. ttyl

i love you ryan =)

<33 ash

( LaLa )

[08 Jan 2005|08:30am]
yesterday... had to go to school after the wonderful relaxing snow day we had, loved slepeig till 11:30 but then had to get up at 5:30 for schooool yesterday ewww . after school ryan and i walked to my house and hang out for awhile then i got ready his mom picked us up went to get the moives tickets he got wendys went ack to hsi house then went to the movies to see white noise man was it good preytty scary moive i loved it made ryan jump couple times to =) but it was a good friday night being with my love i wish i cud do it everyday all day =) today... work then gonna rent some movies for tonight and hang out and its snowing out yay more snow today woo hoo me and ryan havfta have a snowball fight soon so i can kick his butt =0 well im offf gonan finish work then leave here by 2 =) ill update laterrr ttyl

i love you ryan =)

<33 ashleigh

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